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okay. tomorrow's the "international"(at least, some what) guides camp.
i havent pack yet. -gulps- wish me luck,ya?
charmaine ma'a, says to bring a yoga mat, hammer and 10days worth of newspapers..?!? o.O
newspapers..to carpet-the-floor-of-the-tent-so-that-we-dont-end-up-sleeping-on-wetwetWET grass-plus-MUD-gawd,MUD. fine.
i'll have to hitch a ride from mum to school tmw though. hope both of us can wake up early tmw :x haha.
uh, hammer?? O.o" geez. camp christine has tents but no hammers?
O.oooooooo <-----im doing clare's multiple eye thing. haha XD
and yoga mat?! hmmm..i think mum has a pink one-.-
but im so not bringing it. over my dead body am i bringing it.
+im uh, LOYAL to my sleeping bag, ya know? its been with me since i was pri3. no way am i ditching it for a pink yoga mat. nuh-uh. haha XD
oh, siyuan asks very random(to me, at least) but useful and good questions.
really. o.o
ok. pre-camp feelings:
1# way way way before i paid for the camp and got the forms etc, i was a wee bit doubtful.
2# excited. thought it would be cool. alot of activities and stuff. :D
3# about a week ago, i cant wait to just have an excuse not to go home.
4#, this morning, im pretty excited.
5#, late this morning before i went to school to hand in last minute forms regarding me-not-minding-the-risks-of-if-im-gonna-die-or-be-forever-disabled-etc.etc.(list of injuries/devastation continues), i felt unsure of it again. like, i got this 6th sense that the camp was going to suck or sth. FYI, not coz of the possibility that i was going to die-.- puh-lease.
i felt like..it just wasnt going to be so great after all, yeah.. :/
6# now. i feel so damn sure of how i felt in 5#. a hell lot of things have gone wrong recently. and i dunt care to elaborate here, but neither do i know where to let off my frustration.seriously,everything that meant to me was either crumpling apart or already tarnished-and-unabletojustscratchitoffandstartanew. im scared.im scared that this camp,following wdv happened recently is gonna suck because almost everything else before this camp sucked and was so..miserable. would this be the same? why cant i shake off this feeling?
i had a nightmare last night.
i look forward to the camp..hoping knowing that it'll make me so tired that i'll finally have (long-awaited) dreamless sleeps.
i just realised i didnt finish up one part of the forms i handed in to mrsang today o.-
its about whether ive joint injuries or sth and "if any certain activity might worsen it".
i uh fractured and sort of twisted? my right wrist last year. and i did not even know what happened to make me wear a stoopid sling for 3/4 of my june hols'o6 =.=
serious-.-
so i left that blank.
and i THINK sth else too..
damn...
i think, under one of the points of "any recent illnesses" of sth like that, i shouldve put "im mentally unsane right now".
i duno if im serious or kidding.
O.o?
haha. ;D
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super late replies to tags(again.paiseh><")
(coz i couldnt see my own tagboard for some reason-.-)
fidee
1) or 12-17dec or 22-30dec cos im going bangkok n china=D yayyy=D }2007-11-23 9:09 PM
2) REPLY MY SMS LA HMPH. =D }2007-11-25 12:35 AM
3) OEI UPDATE LA. update abt ytd(: that u crashed into a bush(: }2007-11-27 5:11 PM
4) btw happy packing n haffun @ ur camp n ur trip :D i noe ull miss me alot but just dun commit suicide can le :D }2007-11-27 5:12 PM
ohkay. again,sorry its so damn belated. i made yours pink..like your blog. sheeesh. haha.
you're not in sg 12-17dec and 22-30dec..WTH so that like, leaves us with only 9,10,11,18,19,20,21,31dec to go out la!!! wlao.bsssh.
and i dunt care about your sms.hah.
and i updated. but i lazy update about ytd's ecp trip.
pple, go<fidee's super PINK blog> to to read about ytd.
bleahs:p after i reply tags i needa go out to get last min camp stuff-.- NO thanks for reminding me about the bush thing though.lawl XD
nah, i wont commit suicide coz of you la, dont you worry for me. hmmm..wont YOU miss me more? heheh ;p uh packing isnt meant to be fun anyway. pffft-.-
find one fine day from 9,10,11,18,19,20,21,31dec that krabbs,xy,hx are all free to go out. :D
andandAND. NO ONE wears shoes to the beach ok!!! XDXDXD
clare
yoz!! can u make it on sun? call me or beep me if u wana reach me muahehehehehe.. XDDD }2007-11-24 12:35 AM
ohkay.sunday is so over-.- and you're in your camp now-.- paiseh.paiseh.paiisehhh...
and you're soooo watching tooooo much tv. lol. "call me, beep me, if you wana reach me"?! O.o HAHA.
cow
where got dead??i still can read ur blog..haha }2007-11-24 2:49 PM
ohkay, so YOU'RE not dead. my blog..pretty much is:/
anyway.happy gaying with kangaroos in aust XD
HAHAHA ;D
jael
YY!!!!! ok super long never talked do you like cookies? heh very random. }2007-11-25 8:13 PM
hey yo(: lol, ya very random. haha.hmm..we're same class next year and this time im gonna come after you and force you to buy cookies from me :D
---
currently listening to:
Jordin Sparks "Tattoo"
Lifehouse "Whatever It Takes"
Lifehouse "First Time"
Lifehouse "Borken"
Leona Lewis "Bleeding Love"
plus alot more songs :x
but listen to these more:D
random. ;p
do you know jordin sparks is only 17?! gosh... O.O
i dunt follow american idol though.
camp's from tmw til 2dec.
then 3dec-7dec, im in m'sia.
-gasp-
kkkkkk. i gotta go now.
miss me;) heh.
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i havent pack yet. -gulps- wish me luck,ya?
charmaine ma'a, says to bring a yoga mat, hammer and 10days worth of newspapers..?!? o.O
newspapers..to carpet-the-floor-of-the-tent-so-that-we-dont-end-up-sleeping-on-wetwetWET grass-plus-MUD-gawd,MUD. fine.
i'll have to hitch a ride from mum to school tmw though. hope both of us can wake up early tmw :x haha.
uh, hammer?? O.o" geez. camp christine has tents but no hammers?
O.oooooooo <-----im doing clare's multiple eye thing. haha XD
and yoga mat?! hmmm..i think mum has a pink one-.-
but im so not bringing it. over my dead body am i bringing it.
+im uh, LOYAL to my sleeping bag, ya know? its been with me since i was pri3. no way am i ditching it for a pink yoga mat. nuh-uh. haha XD
oh, siyuan asks very random(to me, at least) but useful and good questions.
really. o.o
ok. pre-camp feelings:
1# way way way before i paid for the camp and got the forms etc, i was a wee bit doubtful.
2# excited. thought it would be cool. alot of activities and stuff. :D
3# about a week ago, i cant wait to just have an excuse not to go home.
4#, this morning, im pretty excited.
5#, late this morning before i went to school to hand in last minute forms regarding me-not-minding-the-risks-of-if-im-gonna-die-or-be-forever-disabled-etc.etc.(list of injuries/devastation continues), i felt unsure of it again. like, i got this 6th sense that the camp was going to suck or sth. FYI, not coz of the possibility that i was going to die-.- puh-lease.
i felt like..it just wasnt going to be so great after all, yeah.. :/
6# now. i feel so damn sure of how i felt in 5#. a hell lot of things have gone wrong recently. and i dunt care to elaborate here, but neither do i know where to let off my frustration.seriously,everything that meant to me was either crumpling apart or already tarnished-and-unabletojustscratchitoffandstartanew. im scared.im scared that this camp,following wdv happened recently is gonna suck because almost everything else before this camp sucked and was so..miserable. would this be the same? why cant i shake off this feeling?
i had a nightmare last night.
i look forward to the camp..
i just realised i didnt finish up one part of the forms i handed in to mrsang today o.-
its about whether ive joint injuries or sth and "if any certain activity might worsen it".
i uh fractured and sort of twisted? my right wrist last year. and i did not even know what happened to make me wear a stoopid sling for 3/4 of my june hols'o6 =.=
serious-.-
so i left that blank.
and i THINK sth else too..
damn...
i think, under one of the points of "any recent illnesses" of sth like that, i shouldve put "im mentally unsane right now".
i duno if im serious or kidding.
O.o?
haha. ;D
----
super late replies to tags(again.paiseh><")
(coz i couldnt see my own tagboard for some reason-.-)
fidee
1) or 12-17dec or 22-30dec cos im going bangkok n china=D yayyy=D }2007-11-23 9:09 PM
2) REPLY MY SMS LA HMPH. =D }2007-11-25 12:35 AM
3) OEI UPDATE LA. update abt ytd(: that u crashed into a bush(: }2007-11-27 5:11 PM
4) btw happy packing n haffun @ ur camp n ur trip :D i noe ull miss me alot but just dun commit suicide can le :D }2007-11-27 5:12 PM
ohkay. again,sorry its so damn belated. i made yours pink..like your blog. sheeesh. haha.
you're not in sg 12-17dec and 22-30dec..WTH so that like, leaves us with only 9,10,11,18,19,20,21,31dec to go out la!!! wlao.bsssh.
and i dunt care about your sms.hah.
and i updated. but i lazy update about ytd's ecp trip.
pple, go<fidee's super PINK blog> to to read about ytd.
bleahs:p after i reply tags i needa go out to get last min camp stuff-.- NO thanks for reminding me about the bush thing though.lawl XD
nah, i wont commit suicide coz of you la, dont you worry for me. hmmm..wont YOU miss me more? heheh ;p uh packing isnt meant to be fun anyway. pffft-.-
find one fine day from 9,10,11,18,19,20,21,31dec that krabbs,xy,hx are all free to go out. :D
andandAND. NO ONE wears shoes to the beach ok!!! XDXDXD
clare
yoz!! can u make it on sun? call me or beep me if u wana reach me muahehehehehe.. XDDD }2007-11-24 12:35 AM
ohkay.sunday is so over-.- and you're in your camp now-.- paiseh.paiseh.paiisehhh...
and you're soooo watching tooooo much tv. lol. "call me, beep me, if you wana reach me"?! O.o HAHA.
cow
where got dead??i still can read ur blog..haha }2007-11-24 2:49 PM
ohkay, so YOU'RE not dead. my blog..pretty much is:/
anyway.happy gaying with kangaroos in aust XD
HAHAHA ;D
jael
YY!!!!! ok super long never talked do you like cookies? heh very random. }2007-11-25 8:13 PM
hey yo(: lol, ya very random. haha.hmm..we're same class next year and this time im gonna come after you and force you to buy cookies from me :D
---
currently listening to:
Jordin Sparks "Tattoo"
Lifehouse "Whatever It Takes"
Lifehouse "First Time"
Lifehouse "Borken"
Leona Lewis "Bleeding Love"
plus alot more songs :x
but listen to these more:D
random. ;p
do you know jordin sparks is only 17?! gosh... O.O
i dunt follow american idol though.
camp's from tmw til 2dec.
then 3dec-7dec, im in m'sia.
-gasp-
kkkkkk. i gotta go now.
miss me;) heh.
